I stopped drinking 19 years ago this week after a profound experience in Tokyo one night in which I recognized and welcomed the first of my alters. Nineteen years, the last the hardest, in which I went down, the deeper the darker, to bring you all back. Black ronin boddhisattva, vampire of compassion, to fuck you in your deepest wound, indulge my prurient interest in your pain. Ovum and sperm, who asked you? Let's talk about boundary violations, then. Grandiosity without persona the discovery of true magnificence: your eyes my mirror, mind my ornament. No separation, no difference, nobody home. So yeah, it's been a long weird trip, but you ain't seen nothin yet. We're gathering the tribes, all of us, every piece, every part. We're all about mental health these days. You bet. And we know where you live.